I’m crawling into my self
Black sheets, no sleep, keep it all in my cell
Emptied, dead sheep, count them out till it’s real
No trees, no leaves, endless vision of hell
Faith with nothing to sell
Sleep just to go blind
Memories on my mind, feel like splinters made out of time
We can go back to the place where they formed it (As a warning)
Why did we choose to let them in coffins? (To support them)
Shame can only bring peace, if we discard all of our needs
Love will only go blind, cataracts built from time
Why did we ever get into this placement? (Now just face it)
Why do we let them get in through our faces? (Now erase it)
Night lies
Telling yourself the past is present and you must erase it
Night lies
Feeling inside the vacancy is where you paid it
Night lies
Killing yourself because you will never feel sameness
Night lies
Wake up again, and do it right in the morning
I’m crawling out to my self
No hope, unseen
Blistered feeling of hell
Desperate, hell scene, still not ready to kill
Sit back, watch me, write the death of myself
Trembling down my spine, regret washed over time
Memories on my mind, feel like knives pulled out of lyme
We can go back to the place where we faced it (But we hate it)
Show them a bit just to see how it taste, yes? (No, just fake it)
Night lies,
Bringing yourself the past, a trial of shame and debasement
Night lies,
Never okay, but lie when you’re out of patience
Night lies,
Burning inside to end this victimless hatred
Night lies,
Please sleep again, you’ll do alright in the morning
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